I'm still waiting for an answer... there's a lot of unanswered questions.. a lot of doubts in my head and I can't help but thinking that you might still be cheating on me... or lying, which is worse... And I keep remembering those days when everything used to be good, even if you were pretending, I felt like you loved me...and lo que queda atras is what makes me hesitate... if you did it once you'll do it twice.. and there's my heart playing the game of love.. if I get hurt again I don't know what I'm going to do... and I have no strong reasons to think you're doing that all over again, and believe me I appreciate everything we've done together and the few things you've done for me... cause I do know how to appreciate the littlest things.
every single people who knows me, knows what's lo que queda atras... and some of them have taken advantage of it, and it hurts like hell cause they're the people I used to care about and the people I used to love... and it's the people that is still turning their back on me all over again. why can't you be happy with other people's happiness??? do we all have to be unhappy just because you are unhappy and you don't know how to love or how to be loved?.
I know I have to leave lo que queda atras behind... but it's hard to do... if only I could forget what they've done.... and most important, what they did...
