I'm a little trouble-minded right now. These have been the hardest 2 months in my life and I can't help but thinkin' how many things I have lost because of my laziness. 2 months without Internet at home made me feel like disconnected but also made me enjoy other things in my life.Now this is a new age in my life, I'm going to pay my very own internet and of course I'm gonna have to find a good job soon. My heart is also confused... I don't know who I love and I don't exactly know if I love the guy I'm with... Tomorrow I'll tell the story, however, this means I'm back for good... or at least until God lets me be here