lo que queda atras

I'm still waiting for an answer... there's a lot of unanswered questions.. a lot of doubts in my head and I can't help but thinking that you might still be cheating on me... or lying, which is worse... And I keep remembering those days when everything used to be good, even if you were pretending, I felt like you loved me...

and lo que queda atras is what makes me hesitate... if you did it once you'll do it twice.. and there's my heart playing the game of love.. if I get hurt again I don't know what I'm going to do... and I have no strong reasons to think you're doing that all over again, and believe me I appreciate everything we've done together and the few things you've done for me... cause I do know how to appreciate the littlest things.

every single people who knows me, knows what's lo que queda atras... and some of them have taken advantage of it, and it hurts like hell cause they're the people I used to care about and the people I used to love... and it's the people that is still turning their back on me all over again. why can't you be happy with other people's happiness??? do we all have to be unhappy just because you are unhappy and you don't know how to love or how to be loved?.

I know I have to leave lo que queda atras behind... but it's hard to do... if only I could forget what they've done.... and most important, what they did...

en alta definicion

these have been hectic days. first of all, one of my wildest dreams have come true and that is that I have my HDTV now. OK, yes, it wasn't the one I was expecting to have (I wanted a Full HD screen and instead I had a 720i one).

I've had the chance to watch some shows in HD (national shows to be exact) like Televisa's "Las Tontas No Van Al Cielo" or "Fuego en la Sangre". TV Azteca has a lot more shows in HD like "Venga La Alegria", "Poker de Reinas", "Ventaneando", "Hechos", "Pobre Rico Pobre"... the latter have taken more advantages of HD than Televisa... it sucks cause the Televisa channels have better resolution than TV Azteca ones.

DVDs look a little better than watching them in conventional TV but once you have watched ANYTHING in HD you realize that DVD-quality is waaaaaay lower than a 720i quality (I can't imagine how HD shows look in 1080i resolution). I have watched my DVDs through S-VIDEO cable, tomorrow I'll buy Component cables so maybe it'll improve a lot or that's what it's supposed to be.

:) I still have more to see in my TV but I have shared my excitement a little with you.

hermoso

HOLA! Don't you just LOVE my not-so-new-but-changed layout???. It hasn't changed that much but definitely is good. It's not as saturated as the previous one but it has a beautiful person on it. Ladies and gentlemen, in case you don't know him, he is the marvelous, the gorgeous, the incredible Mr. Pierre Bouvier!!!!. ..... (crickets singing....)

Ok, just to let you know and I'll be back with their new single

I begin...

I'm a little trouble-minded right now. These have been the hardest 2 months in my life and I can't help but thinkin' how many things I have lost because of my laziness. 2 months without Internet at home made me feel like disconnected but also made me enjoy other things in my life.

Now this is a new age in my life, I'm going to pay my very own internet and of course I'm gonna have to find a good job soon. My heart is also confused... I don't know who I love and I don't exactly know if I love the guy I'm with... Tomorrow I'll tell the story, however, this means I'm back for good... or at least until God lets me be here

i can't speak french

I don't know how fool I've been lately, but maybe enough not to notice that Girls Aloud's new video "Can't Speak French" was already premiered. The song wasn't actually one of my favorites of the album but I've started to like it more and more, and now that I've watched the video I like it even more!!!. The video is some kind of reference to an old French villa or something , the girls look really stunning! I LOVE everyone's looks except for Sarah, but who cares??. Watch the video and make up your mind

BYE!

OUTRAGEOUS..

That picture there is the most outrageous pic I have ever taken of myself. Or maybe the first one I dare to show. I don't know why but I was taking today's shower and when I was looking at me at the mirror I liked my reflection, so I started to take pictures. That's the one I like the most. The full pic can be seen in my Hi5 profile.

I terribly miss my UPIICSA friends... I really miss going to that school... I didn't even said goodbye, I WAS DEPRESSED!. Anyway.

Who is going to blame me for loving somebody so much? Who is ever going to tell me how wrong I am to keep loving the ghost of something that will never happen again? Who is to open my eyes and show me the strength I need to leave all my worries away and start my own life?.

Who wants my heart to be broken? Who wants my life to be hurt? Who wants ME to cry? Is it God? Is it Him trying to hurt me and hurt my feelings? Or is it just a tough lesson I have to learn the hardest way?.

Won't believe what coming... even when it's already happening.

An uncomfortable truth

I separated only the best ones.... it's AMAZINGLY hilarious... and kinda true.

You know you are Mexican if:
You have ever been hit by a chancla.
You can play any sport wearing your chanclas.
You constantly refer to cereal as "con fleis".
Your mother yells at the top of her lungs to call you to dinner even if it's a one bedroom apartment.
You are in a 5-passenger car with 7 people in it and a person shouting "subanse, todavia caben".
Your mom packs your "lonchera" everyday. Y
Tamales, champurrado, posole and menudo are must haves on Thanksgiving.
There is more Tequila than punch at little Juanito's birthday party.
There is at least one member in your family named Maria, Guadalupe, Juan, Jose, or Jesus.
You step into a house that has all those little figurines taking up every inch of space on/under the TV.
You have a porcelain cat, dog, Buddha, or elephant in your living room.
You swear "Choco Mil" is the same as Slim Fast and try to lose weight by drinking it.
Your mother, tia or hermana's hair is blackcherry, "Sun in" red or a burgundy that would make Celia Cruz jealous.
You go to a wedding or Quinceañera, gossip about how bad the comida is, but be the first to take a plato to go.
You need to point out how much something you just bought cost.
You pronounce words beginning with the letter "S" by putting an "E" in front of it, (estop instead of stop).
You have ever hurt yourself and your mamacita rubbed the area while chanting, "Sana, Sana, Colita de rana....."
You throw a "Grito" every time you hear Vicente Fernandez, then not only are you a Mexican, but you are a drunk Mexican.

REMEMBERING

I've been doing a lot of thinking these days. They've been hard, I URGENTLY need to find a job
because these situation is KILLIN' me.

Since the new Atomic Kitten's song came out I've started to fall in love with them AGAIN. The video for "Anyone who had a Heart" is good and the lyrics of the song are TOUCHING and I really identify with it. Why is LOVE so difficult?, why does it hurt SO MUCH!?, why can't it be always like the dreamy days and the charming nights???. WHY IS THERE CHEATING IN THIS FUCKING WORLD?.

ATOMIC KITTEN ARE BACK!!!

This is their new single, to be released this 24th of January!!!!!! THEY'RE HAVING A NEW ALBUM THIS YEAR!!!!!!! at least that what people say. I LOVE the song... and it's a charity single.

New Year

It's AÑO NUEVO motherfuckers! I wish all of your dreams and wishes and orgasms come true this year, hope some of you lose your virginities as I did 1 year ago xD!!! hahhaha WHAT A LOSER! anyways, i'm no longer virgin and that's a relief

Hope this year comes with a package full of good days and good news1 love ya all!